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2016年02月02日

I have just recovered parts of my old articles which were deleted and altered by someone

NOTICE BOARD:

Parts of my old articles were doscovered to be altered, either completely swappped with that of another article, and original contents of the articles being deleted partly or completely.
And I have recovered those now.
The altered articles are the following:



3, ORIGINAL LOST:altered by someone outside under a wrong title

etc...




2015年09月19日

I don't understand something...


   Are people receiving something bad and/or offensive personal message "by my name/ID" or similar?????
I think so.
I began to suspect people are beginning to be receiving something that offend them and it's by  either my name or in some way that convince them(or guess) to be "me"....

I have a request:
Could you PLEASE check them all out.
And PLEASE contact me to make sure if anything like those happening are mine or not.

I now think something terrible are being spread "by my name/ID" mainly to people I have subscribed to AND mainly to Christians.....

PLEASE either  contact "me" directly before being offended or became anyway suspicious or anything....
I am a personal and private individual, and contacting me won't cause any massive problem because I am not a public figure (supposed to be anyway)...

...Or investigate those THOROUGHLY and FIND OUT the cause or source.
because I have no idea what's happening that caused people to suddely go intensely cross or hurt or offended.

I am now very puzzled and this is what I began to suspect it to be taking place.

I am NOT causing anything that relates to those offensive feelings.....

P/S:
I DO wish to meet them "face to face".
I think there is a grave misunderstandings, and I do think it's most likely to be "manufactured" by the enemy line(satan's side), making people to be against me and remain so, and angry and attack and be far away from me,  so that there'd be NO CHRISTIAN contact left for me at all...

I am conpletely puzzled, and am hurt.

Please do not hesitate to contact me.

Or, if I find a way to contact you, and send a message to ask you regarding this, would you respond to it?
If not, could you please either contact me or thoroughly investigate(even going back to the past if it's been being done from a long time ago, because every e-mails stopped at once about 10 years ago. Some refused and returned to me with something "I" never sent.)and make sure whether or not all what's thought of are "true".... because I really don't know what's going on to cause anything offensive..... other than the article that asked to check all bad information be truthful or not before believing it....

My Christian contacts are smashed and ruined one by one...
but I still don't know exactly how and what is being done; but ruining communication lines especially on internet  seems to be extremely easy...

So please investigate them, and don't instantly believe every information about a target, or anything apparently from a targeted individual, especially when the contents or the effect is very vile; because there is an activity for a targeted individual "to isolate us and keep on being isolated", and it seems very, very easy to do so.
And what can I do, if there's no response or contact method from my side...???
especially if I had no clue about the details of it at all...and there is no direct communication made available to me???

I can only ask from my blogs by asking for the contact and investigation.
Therfore, please either contact me, and/or investigate them thoroughly through and through."

Thank you.

Pastors, leaders, brothers and sisters, please intecede and pray for me so that this problem will go away, and be no longer a sheep strayed from a pen of a true fellowships (not necessarily means to become a churchgoer to a synagogue of *at**. however; not meaning that I ever desire "to belong to" a group, any more than a spiritual need and spiritual feed, but not really a need for a psychological reason, such as "belonging" much... )






2014年01月27日

私へのメールコンタクト方法について

 [校正@28日 07:00-ish]


  皆さん、お変わり御座いませんか?

ところで、いきなりですが、今朝起きざまに「まさか?」とハッとさせられた事があり、今、どうしても記事にしておくべきかと思い立ち、わざわざPCの電源を入れに来ました。

それは何かというと、

私のブログを尋ねた方々の中で、
私に(Plug Inに備えてあるアドレスを使って)メールを下さった方はおられますか?

私には、個人からは一切届いておりません。

以前、ある人物がこのメールアカウントを使って私に成り済まし、ある知人に成りすましメールを出した形跡がありましたが...

何人かの方々からも、「返事をしない」、という批判を仄めかされたこともあります。

その他全ては書けませんが、

まさか、私のメールアカウントを利用して、Plug Inに出してある私のYahooアカウントには反映されない形で、(一部を抜き取ってやり取りをするなど?)可能なのでしょうか?


これらは質問です。



とにかく、

私自身は、どなたからも、個人的なメールは受け取れておりませんので、ここ数年はメールのやり取りはなくなってしまっております。
数年前?に、、数度Tcupの方二人と一度づつメールを受けることが出来た頃が最後です。
[2014年01月31日 13:36追記:ですが、ネット上でのやり取りは、一切した事は御座いませんし、しておりません(!)。]



そこで、

どうか、
以前私と名乗る者とメールのやり取りがあった方を含め、
もう一度、その者に、
「やり取りが(私)本人であったなら、メールではなく、
電話、郵便、または、直接会うなどの方法で、(私本人)であったことを確認したい」、と
要求していただけませんか?


私のメールはもとより、どうせネットも張り付かれていると同然のようで、安全でもありませんし、
『成り済まし』や『嘘』の簡単な、『Internetで』はなく、ここではっきり書いて居ります通り上記のような方法で確認を
要求して下さいませんか?。

このブログ主が誰かは調べれば判ります。

「返事をしない」と批判を表現した方々は、皆、英語圏の方々でした。

その他にも、こちらの思い当たる節のない「対応の変化」やその他、判らない理由での嫌がらせの勃発も頻繁でしたし、それは振り返れば、私の口癖のようにもなってしまっている位で、頻繁に訴えているところのものです。
口癖のような「思い当たる節がないんだよね...」も、動機のはっきりしないタイミングが多かったのも、皆関係があるかも知れませんね。



再度、お願いしたいと思います。:

以前私と思った上でメール・コンタクトをとった方々は、どうか、もう一度、私と名乗るその者に、
電話(転送工作無しの前提)、もしくは、郵便(転送工作無しの前提)、(一番良いのが、この住所で会うのが一番なのでしょうが)、確認お願い致します。

第三者の(ここでは「私の」)陰口の場合、一番良いのは、そのものを私の前でそれを復唱させるのが良いのでしょうけど、

私本人は、喜んで直接私にそのメールのプリントでも何でも受け取りたいところですので、突きつけるなどして下さい。

その者が、他の方法でのコンタクトを拒絶したなら、
その者が誰であったのか、確認、調査お願いいたします。

当面は、Yahoo以外でこういったところに使えるメールを用意して居られませんので、
少なくとも、それまでの間は、
...もしどうしてもPlugInのメールアカウント:
oil8of8joy-wsheep@yahoo.co.jpを使いたい方々は...、
是非、積極的に送信し、確認の電話その他の方法を要求するなり、
其の他、どんな方法でも、
皆さんが人物ID確認に出来ると思った方法を要求していて下さい。

私本人に届いた場合は、それ以前に何があったのか、同じアドレスなどからやり取りがあったのか、など、お教えください。

私本人は、一度も、上記のように、何一つ個人的なメールは受け取れて降りませんし、
しかも、何年も前までには頻繁にあったコンタクト(向こうに居た頃からずっと続いていた関係など)も、ある時期を境に、一度にどこからも返事が来なくなるわ、拒絶されて送り返されるわで、一気に途絶えてしまい、ずっとメールは使っていないも同然の状態になっております。

犯罪のような損害を生じる方法でなく、正当で真っ直ぐでさえあれば、私の示唆した方法に捕われる事無く、どんな方法でも
どうぞ、そのものが誰であったのか、確認お願い致します。

私の方は、個人からの私宛の(スパムのことではない)受け取っておりませんし、スパム内にも届いておりません。

また、ついでにはっきり申し上げますと、というか、既に過去記事に書いてきていることですが、どなたのサイトでもやり取りがあったのは以前の2010年の記事に出した通りの方々と、その関連の『◎◎しに良くある...』の方へfc2でのIDでたまに書き、お返事を戴いておりましたが、それ以外で2010年に数件コメントを出してみましたが、ほとんどすべてが、リンチ的反応をされたり、返答もしてくれなかったので、もうどこにも書いておりません。
にも関わらず、極最近まで、「いちいち返事をするな」、等といった忠告まで受けて来ていて、不審に思う件があるのですが、

まさか、どこかで、私に成り済まして、または、成り済まし犯人自身の自演で、私と称していちいちどこかでヤリ合っていることにされているのですか???

どうか、そういったサイトを教えて下さい(!)
私をそういったサイトへ連れて行ってください。

成り済ましサイトなど、検索しようにも何で検索すれば良いのか判らずに居ますし、実は、面倒くさいのですが、見たくもないという気もしますし、とりあえず、簡単に見つける方法が判りませんので、教えて下さい。


?

上記のYahooアドレスだけでなく、どのアドレスでもですが、私が使っているアカウント以外で(私の知りもしないメールアカウントで)私に成り済ましてるのであれば、私に、それらもどうか知らせては下さいませんか?


待ちしております。

2013年01月11日

トイレ【追記(2013年8月24日)箇所あり】:『赦す』事と『和解する』事

クサい記事
【訂正(2013年1月19日)箇所あり】: 「間違い ⇒書き直し
【追記(2013年8月24日)箇所あり】: この「微妙なりし青色」文字部分  x2か所。
   この記事は携帯投稿なので記事タイトルに字数制限があり、嫌だったのですが題名が
『赦す』≠『和解・信頼』
にしてしまいました…が、次回PCを使う時変更する予定です。

 かわいい 『赦す』事と『和解する事』・『再度信頼してみる事』 は全く別のテーマだと判って、クリスチャンが特に苦闘して来ている難題の一つ、この『赦し』の課題が、克服し易くなる。

  『赦す』事は、『赦される者』の為以上に『赦す者』に癒しを約束する。
(それ故に、共産圏の牢獄では「洗脳され中」に、決してこの『赦し』に付いて囚人に気付かれてはならない事とされているらしいのを読んだ。これは、共産圏に限らず、洗脳のあるところでは、同様に『赦し』に付いての完全情報遮断が要されている気配がある。)
海外でも、クリスチャンでなくともこの事のもたらす益を積極的に考える風潮にあり、
クリスチャンだけのテーマとは言えないと痛感する昨今だ。

  『赦す』という一見不条理な行いは、想像しただけでも堪えがたく無理に感じる理由は、ここら辺にある。
それは、それがまるで被害を受けた自分から、悪いとさえ思っていないかも知れない相手に、あたかも、『和解』や『信頼のし直し』をも『赦し』とセットで差し出す事まで強要されそうな、二つのべ津の問題がマゼコゼに取り扱われる傾向にあるから。

  勿論、『和解・信頼』等々が戻って来たらそれに越したことはないが
『赦す』為に、わざわざ事実を歪めて自分と相手(と第三者)を騙して『何事もなかったごっこ』をする必要は一切必要がないのは言うまでもない。

  相手がまた同じ事をするかも知れない場合、被害を受けた側の正当な保身は時には必要不可欠。
『赦す』事によって、相手と再度何事もなかったかの様に共存しなければならないとしたら、次回同様の被害から守られなくなる恐怖と隣り合わせに生きることになる。勿論、状況や他の要因との絡みで全く同様の条件に復帰しても構わない場合が殆どである。それでも同じ被害があれば、また赦すのだが。
実は、赦せばそれも(=『和解』や『信頼の回復』等)より可能になるかもしれないのですが、その共存の可否は『赦す』事とは、とりあえずは全く別な課題。

  『赦す』とは、
「受けた傷や損失等々を一生自分が背負って生きてあげる」と『決意する』事。
共存/和解/信頼のし直し…は、慎重に考慮した上で、試みない方が良い場合もある...

    つまり、例えばもし誰かに質問された場合に、「あたかも何もなかった事にする」とか「事実を揉み消したり知らばっくれてあげても良い」と思えるような気分になれるかが、必ずしも『赦す』ということなのではない(それと同意語なのではない)...という事。


  具体例が、時間がせいて今は出しませんが、お解りと思いますから割愛しよう〜!・・・っと。

  夜中の1時にエスタック←エスカップを飲んでしまいました(...炭酸入りの「ああいう味」に餓える事があるので、オロナミンCだとか色々買ってある)。 また中東の時間帯で活動しなければ体も神経も持たない1日を作ってしもた・・・ 


 かわいいキリスト教の言うやつで、クリスチャンがあがくもう一つの難題、もう一つの『無理に近い注文』に、『(汝の敵を)愛せよ』があります。

  これにも、一つ取り除ける妨害があるので書き足しておきます…

  これにはこれがある↓:
(Agape)Love する事
Like する事は、
全く別の作業。 
―そしてもう一つ、忘れてはならない曲者であるところの、”Lustと言うやつがある!
この最後のLustは、この時の色が示す如くにイヤラシイしかしかなり強烈な悪党であります。これは、情であり肉で、どろどろに酔いしれ、燃え盛り、燃え尽きる代物です。人を狂わせ誤らせるが、ここでは余談になるので割愛しても良いですね...


  人それぞれに、好き嫌いがあり、それは人の勝手で、とやかく冒してはならないが、
では何故「(汝の敵を)愛せよ」と、神様はクリスチャンにこんな酷い事を「シレ!」と言って来るのでしょう?
  理由として↓、
このアガペは好き嫌いと全く関係のないもの。 だから、無理な注文はされて居ない。
嫌いな人に対しても、Agape出来る(勿論、純粋な好意の心で、何の計算も無しで!)(―様でなくては凡人)な筈、という教え:

  目の前で『敵』・『大っ嫌いな誰かヤツ』、等が居て困っていて、自分が今持てるもので何とかしてあげれば少しでも助かる、としか思えない状況などに置かれたとする。 そのときは、決して無視をせず、持てるその力や物で必ず助けてあげなければならない、と言うのが↓、出エジプト記23章から続々と出てくる、その様な事。その例が以下の通り(日本語は後で打つ)...:

Exodus 23

 1.  Thou shalt not raise a false report: put not thine hand with the wicked to be an unrighteous witness.
 2.  Thou shalt not follow a multitude to do evil; neither shalt thou speak in a cause to decline after many to wrest judgment:
 3.  Neither shalt thou countenance a poor man in his cause.
 4.  If thou meet thine enemy's ox or his ass going astray, thou shalt surely bring it back to him again.
 5.  If thou see the ass of him that hateth thee lying under his burden, and wouldest forbear to help him, thou shalt surely help with him.
 6.  Thou shalt not wrest the judgment of thy poor in his cause.
 7.  Keep thee far from a false matter; and the innocent and righteous slay thou not: for I will not justify the wicked.
 8.  And thou shalt take no gift: for the gift blindeth the wise, and perverteth the words of the righteous.
 9.  Also thou shalt not oppress a stranger: for ye know the heart of a stranger, seeing ye were strangers in the land of Egypt.
 10.  And six years thou shalt sow thy land, and shalt gather in the fruits thereof:
 11.  But the seventh year thou shalt let it rest and lie still; that the poor of thy people may eat: and what they leave the beasts of the field shall eat. In like manner thou shalt deal with thy vineyard, and with thy oliveyard.
 12.  Six days thou shalt do thy work, and on the seventh day thou shalt rest: that thine ox and thine ass may rest, and the son of thy handmaid, and the stranger, may be refreshed.
 13.  And in all things that I have said unto you be circumspect: and make no mention of the name of other gods, neither let it be heard out of thy mouth.
 14.  Three times thou shalt keep a feast unto me in the year.
 15.  Thou shalt keep the feast of unleavened bread: (thou shalt eat unleavened bread seven days, as I commanded thee, in the time appointed of the month Abib; for in it thou camest out from Egypt: and none shall appear before me empty:)
 16.  And the feast of harvest, the firstfruits of thy labours, which thou hast sown in the field: and the feast of ingathering, which is in the end of the year, when thou hast gathered in thy labours out of the field.
 17.  Three times in the year all thy males shall appear before the Lord God.
 18.  Thou shalt not offer the blood of My sacrifice with leavened bread; neither shall the fat of My sacrifice remain until the morning.
 19.  The first of the firstfruits of thy land thou shalt bring into the house of the Lord thy God. Thou shalt not seethe a kid in his mother's milk.
 20.  Behold, I send an Angel before thee, to keep thee in the way, and to bring thee into the place which I have prepared.
 21.  Beware of him, and obey his voice, provoke him not; for he will not pardon your transgressions: for My name is in him.
 22.  But if thou shalt indeed obey his voice, and do all that I speak; then I will be an enemy unto thine enemies, and an adversary unto thine adversaries.
 23.  For mine Angel shall go before thee, and bring thee in unto the Amorites, and the Hittites, and the Perizzites, and the Canaanites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites: and I will cut them off.
 24.  Thou shalt not bow down to their gods, nor serve them, nor do after their works: but thou shalt utterly overthrow them, and quite break down their images.
 25.  And ye shall serve the Lord your God, and He shall bless thy bread, and thy water; and I will take sickness away from the midst of thee.
 26.  There shall nothing cast their young, nor be barren, in thy land: the number of thy days I will fulfil.
 27.  I will send my fear before thee, and will destroy all the people to whom thou shalt come, and I will make all thine enemies turn their backs unto thee.
 28.  And I will send hornets before thee, which shall drive out the Hivite, the Canaanite, and the Hittite, from before thee.
 29.  I will not drive them out from before thee in one year; lest the land become desolate, and the beast of the field multiply against thee.
 30.  By little and little I will drive them out from before thee, until thou be increased, and inherit the land.
 31.  And I will set thy bounds from the Red sea even unto the sea of the Philistines, and from the desert unto the river: for I will deliver the inhabitants of the land into your hand; and thou shalt drive them out before thee.
 32.  Thou shalt make no covenant with them, nor with their gods.
 33.  They shall not dwell in thy land, lest they make thee sin against me: for if thou serve their gods, it will surely be a snare unto thee.

  クリスチャンに言われているAgape Loveは、
つまり、好き嫌い等々が関わる『感情』でも無ければ、
関係の親密化を要求する『欲求』とも別のもの。
Agape Loveは、『行為』を指す言葉。

  こうして、敵の立場に対して「良い事」をしてあげると誤解され易い(「降伏したか?」、「何か欲しいのか?」、「騙しにかかったか?」、等...!))のも事実ですが、
それにも関わらず、してあげる事が可能な事が23章に示されてしまっている。
  Agape愛は、確かにこうした他の愛や計算やらと表面的に共通する性質があるからでしょうネ(〜ン)…(!)

ピリピ人への手紙3:4−16

「4:もとより、肉の頼みなら、わたしにも無くはない。もし、だれかほかの人が肉を頼みとしていると言うなら、わたしはそれをもっと頼みとしている。
5:わたしは八日目に割礼を受けた者、イスラエルの民族に属する者、ベニヤミン族の出身、ヘブル人の中のヘブル人、律法の上ではパリサイ人、
6:熱心の点では教会の迫害者、律法の義については落ち度のない者である。
7:しかし、わたしにとって益であったこれらのものを、キリストのゆえに損と思うようになった。
8:わたしは、更に進んで、わたしの主キリスト・イエスを知る知識の絶大な価値のゆえに、いっさいのものを損と思っている。キリストのゆえに、わたしはすべてを失ったが、それらのものを、ふん土のように思っている。それは、わたしがキリストを得るためであり、
9:律法による自分の義ではなく、キリストを信じる信仰による義、すなわち、信仰に基く神からの義を受けて、キリストのうちに自分を見いだすようになるためである。
10:すなわち、キリストとその復活の力とを知り、その苦難にあずかって、その死のさまとひとしくなり、
11:なんとかして死人のうちからの復活に達したいのである。
12:わたしがすでにそれを得たとか、すでに完全な者になっているとか言うのではなく、ただ捕えようとして追い求めているのである。そうするのは、キリスト・イエスによって捕えられているからである。
13:兄弟たちよ。わたしはすでに捕えたとは思っていない。ただこの一事を努めている。すなわち、後のものを忘れ、前のものに向かってからだを伸ばしつつ、
14:目標を目ざして走り、キリスト・イエスにおいて上に召して下さる神の賞与を得ようと努めているのである。
15:だから、わたしたちの中で全き人たちは、そのように考えるべきである。しかし、あなたがたが違った考えを持っているなら、神はそのことも示して下さるであろう。
16:ただ、わたしたちは、達し得たところに従って進むべきである。」

...最後に「『エスタック』を飲んだ」と書かなかっただろうか?
エスカップ』の間違い。

2013年01月08日

新しいBLOGの紹介


晴れ

聖書だけを掲載する新しいブログを立てました。

コピペできる聖書サイト


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2012年09月26日

洗脳



みんな私に悪者になって貰いた過ぎて、悪者になってみんなの鬱憤をはらし、私怨の捌け口にして集団リンチの対象で居て欲し過ぎて、
私から親切もやさしさも世話も与えて貰いたくない人や

奪うならいいけど、リンチの対象を失いたくない為、私から優しく与えて貰いたくない人や、

私からの好意や親切を受け入れると、私を悪人にしておけなくなるから都合が悪くて、何もない時でさえ必死に私を悪人に仕立ててそれを維持することな明け暮れている人

…等が居ます。

2012年07月05日

THE LORD HIMSELF will proves Himse


The Lord Himself will appear and prove His might and glory in our times of testing.



We will be tested on every side just as the Lord Himself had been while on earth.

In everything we will be tested of our faith;
HOWEVER, it is not us but God Himself Who works and proves Himself in our trials.
And all what the world will witness is therefore the Lord Himself in the believers' times of every trials, and not us.(Nobody has to witness anything about us!it's already rubbish! and none of us has to ever prove ourselves-we "want to" but "it is not wanted"!.)
 Our Faithful Lord is the One Who will be proven... or rather, He will Prove Himself! through and in our frail earthen vessels.




2012年02月28日

いきなりアクセスがゼロになっているサイトがあったです

...本日2012年2月28日火曜日から、いきなり1日のアクセス数が50分の1に、つまり管理人以外、"0"=ゼロになっているサイトがあったです


それは、こちらです〜!:

位置情報こちらexclamation&question

2012年02月26日

追伸


…そんなに、真っ黒のぐちゃぐちゃな話にし、それをキリスト教会隅々に広めたのは、誰?



随分以前のケズィックと献金の後頃迄はそうではありませんでした。丁寧なお便り等も頂けたり、誰もおかしな対応の方は居ませんでした。


―だから、クリスチャン内でまで、「危険人物」扱い-?

危険なのは、あれもこれも言われたり擦り付けられる私の様な人物ではなく、全くその素振りも顕さずに影響力があり誰かを真っ黒に言い伝えて成功する様な人物(潜伏非クリ?)の方でしょう…

…一体どんな内容ですか? 言われている、この私の知らないところで囁かれた事を、どのようにして鵜呑みにしましたか…?


あらゆるフィクションが流されていた様な示唆が続きましたが…

ここではっきりさせておけるのは、私は、関わった地域教会の誰にも、例えば内輪の事も、自分の心境も、そうした示唆と一致する様な一切話して居ません。勝手極まりない作り話と、ひとが言った事を主観で激しく取り違えたか、または、盗聴に悪質な尾ひれを付け、私に知られる事は無いからと言った慢心から思いっきり創作した?

キリスト教界内でまで、デマが語られていた…???

一寸、今ハッとさせられた事です(!)― ありとあらゆる悪口が(殆ど人間に対して考えられる、ほぼ全ての悪口!) 使われて来た様ですが、
まさかと言うショックな可能性が、今、新たに展開しました。これで、今迄の教会からの酷い対応その他も辻褄が合って来る事です。
― それは、「キリスト教界内でまで、デマが語られていた…」??? つまり、
あたかも、私が、『霊的でない、堕落した汚れた、悪い(正に「偽」としか言い用の無い!)』“クリスチャン”』と、言った内容では?

あたかも、今迄書いてきた私のブログも、勿論、そのままなんか読んで貰えていなかった…?

あたかも、私が、「つい最近、やっと、クリスチャンらしくなったかの様な酷い出鱈目な、【大嘘】です(!)。

私は、英国でも、ずっと(一時的なbackslidingはあっても、それとて別段取り立てるレベルでは無く遥かにより酷い例なら他に沢山例がある程度)私は、イエス様に導かれ守らる教えられ、常に養われて来、教会でも可なり積極的な方のメンバーでいました。新しい教会が以前の様には見つからなくもなり、こうして居ますが、私は常に聖書を心からも目からも離さない、イエス様無しで決して今がない状態のクリスチャンで来ています(!)

今現在激しく活動する『嘲る霊』

忠告:

今現在[←特に敢えて「正に書いているこの時(12:30〜13:00位?)」を意味したのもある。(27日追記)]、キ〇〇ト教会内で、世の終わりに激しくなる『嘲る霊』が、30-40代の魂を舞台に激しく活動をして居ます。

正しい者や霊的なものを嘲る霊です。
徹底的に「世的な」者にならぬ様に、本当に救いにあづかった方々は個人的に心チェック薦めます。


【詩篇1:1】




2012年02月17日

Reflections of RainbowSpectrum


Just recently I noticed all the colours of the light twinkling in such beautiful variations of the spectrum rainbow where I see but in such ordinary places.

They reminded me of someone's teaching that the Heaven is full of colours, even the colours we've never seen in this side of the earth yet will be there.

They're in such ordinary places that I saw the colour spectrum shining like I've never seen before in magnificent colours.
I tried to take photoes of them, but with my digital camera, it was impossible to reproduce.

I saw the beautiful spectrum just a while ago , somehow more beautiful than any spectrum rainbow I could see before, was the dots of reflected sun-light on the each corner of the stove-fence in the living room; the dots of light reflections on the vertically lining edges of the stove fence suddenly appeared coloured dots but with such faint variations of shades to each other. So I was stunned and sat on the chair again and enjoyed the variety of combioations of slightly different "mauve&green&blue&peach&pink" with more shades twinkling within those circles of lights. There were (by the way, I am terribly short-sighted & double-visioned & slightly aging-sight at the same time) dots all looked like glowing stars on its own, emitting its light energy that made them look like beaming beautifully but extremely subtly-shaded rays constantly.

The other day was when I took my digital camera(not "olympus") was the reflection on each snow flake but "ALL OVER"! I was literally surrounded by the millions of colourful lights of the snow flakes! I was so thrilled that I brought the camera out! to take the photoes of the scene! but to no avail.


And I saw such twinkling rainbow a few more occasions in other places but I forgot where else they were, as other things butted in.

I wanted to see the same stuff on the new snow but they weren't the same again.


I think the LORD is really near.

Let us watch and pray unceasingly!

2012年02月13日

My First BBS Started !

My First BBS Started !



ふと心に蘇った御言葉を英語聖書で〜!

Prease visit and feel free to write in them〜

:D !

2012年02月03日

To someone in a Christianboard

[I first posted to a wrong blog(!)
This was suppored to be posted here within Christians...]



【My Own Translation(?) / Re-writing of my Latest Article; in order to avoid the drastic misunderstanding of my Contents and Its Nuances.】

Request to a Christian-faith site commenter to re-consider whether it is right to do ...:

Someone might be for a while made a subject of a total stranger's prychological guessing analysis story. The writer writes about a person who has even never met before, who is in a circumstances the writer has not experienced, digging uncertain personal information of the subject, continues the guess works imagining "how the subject's miserable agony seems like"...which is absolutely unrelated to the true feeing of the actual person of the matter...I'd like it to be ended.
The writing at times resembling stories I read in those Catholic "saints" apparently have gone through incredible "Agony" normal people usually don't have to know, sounding like a sort of almost "mythtical experiences", and by those uploading, the undiscerning readers would likely to end up associating such "unusual dark agony" with their target individual, having completely wrong ideas about this particular individual as if she is experiencing such "UNUSUAL Agony" therefore none of them no longer want to, or willing to, relate to the individual any more, as they would form such distasteful IMAGES about her, distance themselves from her because they are completely made to believe the individual is AS IF experiencing such unhealthy agony to infect them, or don't want to be thought an associates, and is "not a happy healthy pleasant Christian" as she in fact is(a normally healthy Christian bear
ing Cross sharing the Christian sufferings like any other,which in fact is a signature of the real Christian walk by which we grow in the stature and the knowledge of our LORD JESUS!)
You might likely,as a consequence, are colouring the perceptions of the readers, forming an unpleasant image of the person, and molding their guessworks about what the "secret" feeling of the target-individual might be with your careless guessing and imaginations about it, reading too much into it with such irresponsible manner... of which contents totally nothing to do with the target-individual's true feeling and the heart. With writing, like a fantasy, might make many people read just as we read a sugestive writings woven with the supposed picture of the "unexpsessed feelings" of the one you don't know at all.

Could you stop persirting on trying to step into the deepest of the heart of someone afar who you in fact know anything firsthand, stirring and scratching it, please? because it is very cruel.

Are you playing on the deepdst reccesses of the heart of the one you have never even met?

My soul is not a playing field of others like that.

2011年11月23日

ノアの子ハムの罪と現代の監視罪


【GENESIS 9:20-27】
And Noah began to be an husbandman, and he planted a vineyard:

And he drank of the wine, and was drunken; and he was uncovered within his tent.
And Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brethren without.
And Shem and Japheth took a garment,and laid it upon both their shoulders, and went backward, and covered the nakedness of their father; and their faces were backward, and they saw not their father's nakedness.
And Noah awoke from his wine, and knew what his younger son had done unto him.
And he said, Cursed be Canaan; a servant of servants shall he be unto his brethren.
And he said, Blessed be the LORD God of Shem; and Canaan shall be his servant.
God shall enlarge Japheth, and he shall dwell in the tents of Shem; and Canaan shall be his servant.

【GENESIS 10:6-11】
And the sons of Ham; Cush, and Mizraim, and Phut,and Canaan.
And the sons of Cush; Seba,and Havilah,and Sabtah,and Raamah,and Sabtechah:and the sons of Raamah;Sheba,and Dedan.
And Cush begat Nimrod: he began to be a mighty one in the earth.
He was a mighty hunter before the LORD:wherefore it is said, Even as Nimrod the Mighty hunter before the LORD.
And the beginning of his kingdom was Babel, and Erech,and Accad-and Calneh, in the land of Shinar,
Out of that land went forth Asshur, and builded Nineveh, and the city Rehnboth, and Calah,



ニムロデは最初に支那の地から発祥した王国であるバベル等の王であり、その父がクシュであった。 また、クシュやカナンの父が、ノアの三番目の息子ハムであった。
このハムが、洪水後のある日、ノアが『自分のテント内(=個人宅屋内)で』酔っ払い、服を着ていないまま眠っているところを覗いて発見した。そればかりか、その事をわざわざ知らずにいた残りの兄弟に告げる。
聞いた正しい兄弟二人は、お互いの背中に衣を広げ、自分達は後ろ向きになってノアに近寄り、決して自分達がそれを見る事のない様に計らって衣を被せた。
翌朝、ノアは何があったのか気付き、三人を呼ぶ。覗いて発見したばかりか外部にまで広げたハムには呪いが語られた。「ハムの子孫カナンは、シェムとヤベツの奴隷用の奴隷となる。」と。一方シェムとヤベツには大きな祝福が与えられた。(24-27節)
呪いを与えられたハムの子孫であるニムロデは支那の地でバベルの王となり、力ある狩猟者だった。ここに始まった魔術や悪徳が、現代のバベル文明で、ルシファーの『全てを見る(=覗く)目』を通して、ハムの罪を再現、悪化、そして開花させている。
もし貴方(女)がクリスチャンと名乗る者であるにも関わらず、ルシファー(サタン)の『覗く目』へのアクセス(inc.個人の尊厳を守るプライバシーの全て-inc.hacking)を、エサウ(ヤコブの双子の兄)の様に、一時の(精神的)(+α?も?)エネルギー源や肉にある快楽を与えるスープを得る為にそこにアクセスし、ルシファーの働きに属す事をもって、救われた者の権利(祝福)を危険な状態にさらした。あるいは、既に引き換えにしました。
エサウの場合は、後から願っても祝福は戻って来ませんでした。そうならない内に悔い改めて、『ルシファーの目』ではなく、全能の主の聖霊による導きに戻る事を勧めます。 私は、この類の悔い改めには律法にもある通りの『償い』が科せられると確信します。よって、被害者から奪ったり破壊したものの中でも、修復可能なところから順にでもよいから、例えば被害者の人間関係を戻してあげる等は、例え遥か遠くにあったものでも、真実を伝える、等で出来る事が多々あります。ターゲット/被害者本人ではない人物像表現の数々、デマの数々からターゲットも聞いた者も解放してあげる、等です。

2011年09月03日

《Extracted 3 articles》vol.2


This article is a continuation of the previous 《Extracted 3 articles》vol.1.
I am posting my articles mostly from my mobile phone (because my PC access is somehow interrupted, & usually takes hours to ever able to view a site.) and the previous article already out-limited the volume(limitation of the number of character!) available.
This is a continuation of the second extracted article by another T.I.:◆2:【Gangstalking As a Stealthy Form of Lethal Bullying - satancanthavemes Blog - Blogster】


"...
Gang stalkers want to spiritually murder the target. This is after many tactics are inflicted upon the target, the tip of the iceberg often initially involving the activities of (though not limited to):personal information collecting, covert stalking, psychological profiling, organized surveillance, character assassination, slander campaigns, observation, taking photographs, humiliation, and vehicular tail-gaiting with full-beam lighting.

The gang stalking can also lead on to all kinds of afflictions including:economic bullying and hardship,financial ruin, air-stalking (believe it or not) or the targets' residence comes under a flight-path, recruiting or influencing everyone against the target including friends and relatives along with coworkers and neighbors through lies and fabrications, blocking their drive-way or pathway, street-theatre, set-ups and framings, provoking reaction
s and getting' witnesses', entrapment, directed bio-chemical spraying, harassment of family and children, torture and killing of pets, sabotage of their businesses, vandalism or graffiti, and breaking into the targets' home to rearrange their possessions, or even poison their food.

The target is deviously left with little recourse to defend himself from this invisible enemy, the gang stalkers are normally unknown to the target, and teams of perpetrators assigned to the target have been known to to tal up to 100 people or more. Often when a target moves jobs, churches, cities, or even countries, the harassment just follows them. Gang stalking can range from small and intense operations through simply following a target on foot while contacting each other through mobile phones, texting, or sign language. Extensive forms of gangstalking or surveillance can involve the gaining and shari
ng of illicitly obtained personal information about a targets' movements, through various contacts strategically placed in different often legit organizations, which are probably forced to cooperate with them. Gang stalkers may evenbeoutsourced to organizations as perpetrators for hire. Gang stalking can be used for any number of reasons, by any group of perpetrators, but any form of gang stalking is destructive.

Stubbornly, I always try to stay in an area or organization where the gangstalking is being carried out)and in fact never completely end up leaving, even if I have a break away for several weeks to gather my strength or recover from a psychological attack. I won't let them perceive me as being defeated. As a targeted individual my gang stalking perpetrators can consider me an enemy target, especially as I've long been involved in activism for all causes under the sun before
discovering I was a target so activism against gang stalking will come easily. Of course I remain completely against cause-stalking and other forms of gangstalking!

I thank The Lord I am not as yet subjected to remote 'non-lethal'weaponry and associated electronic harassment technologies, such as directed energy weapons and thru-wall technology, as many targets of gangstalking unfortunately suffer and are tortured by, which contravenes the Human Rights Convention. Many targets are eventually murdered however fromthe use of this technology, with the actual perpetrators being faceless and untraceable, while the doctors' who can not find the cause of their death have no choice left except to put it down to natural causes, drugs, or other vices. Staying in any unsafe place for too long suffering perpetual abuse can prove more damaging than ones’ pride may allow for, and fleeing th
e persecution might potentially turn out more favorable for a target.

For every escalation in tactics assaulted upon me in future, I will start new blogs or web pages. I shall increase my counter-tactics, and I'm not going anywhere, because strength of resolve runs in my family and the gangstalkers want me to go, so I won't. I'll take anxiety meds if need be but only if I really have to to cope. I try to make as many friends as possible, contact old friends, and get as many people on my side as possible. I keep supporting my favorite community causes, yet not for recognition, though it will help with my image and keeping my clean record.

Target’s should study resources dealing with post traumatic stress disorder to learn about the effects the gang stalkers want to perpetrate psychologically. Gang stalking tactics have been perfected over many years of despicable use a
s how best to destroy a persons life. Share with each other the tactics you've been subjected to as it will arm you. Thisis spiritual warfare and I will fight gang stalking till my natural end. Make no mistake, gang stalking is evil."

《Extracted 3 articles》vol.1


This and the followimg article are usually uploaded to my other blog (created 【mainly】 to seek awareness of this particular social problem, Organised Stalking", or "Gang Stalking"), but I determinedly regard this as none but a near-final form of the Persecution, tested and performed so clandestinely for a long time in variety of societies and cultures, such as in Communists countries, under other notorious regimes as Nazis and, in older, under the ancient Roman rules, or in other less known covert harrasrments, but endurng, in societies in Easts, culminating into this form called "Gang Stalking" or "Organized Stalking).
And the author of the below 《◆2. extracted article》writes, this crime aims also to ruin Christians' Spiritual life. So I allowed myself to upload this article in this blog "as a practical side of warning" to our walks...so as not to be deceived and allow the devil to ruin our spiritual life, individually and as a community.


◆1:【Psychotronics & Psychological Warfare!】
The use of “Character Assassination”to isolate the target

SEP 18

Posted on September 18, 2010, in Gaslighting, Group Stalking, Psychiatric Reprisal and tagged gaslighting, Organized stalking, slander, zersetzung.
Posted by (Geeldon)
Character Assassination
Targets usually experience character assassination which is done to destroy their personal and professional life. Half-truths and lies are often strategically spread into their lives, and may be the basis for a bogus investigation. The rumors circulated about people are apparently not petty, but shocking and repulsive. They are CIA or Stasi-type life-damaging lies. Some of the people spreadi
ng these lies may be acquaintances and/or family members that have been recruited (lied to, intimidated and blackmailed) into becoming informants. More on the recruitment of family and friends will be covered in the Informants and Motivational Factors chapters.
U.S. Federal law enforcement has used these tactics to destroy people they either wanted to recruit as informants or those they knew they couldn’t recruit and just wanted to destroy. According to former CIA psychologist James Keehner, “It was planned destructiveness. First, you’d checkto see if you could destroy a man’s marriage. If you could, then that would be enough to put a lot of stress on that individual, to break him down. Then you might start a rumor campaign against him. Harass him constantly.”Constant harassment, planned destructiveness, character assassination, destroying relationship
s, all done in concert with the goal of breaking someone down are a standard part of this program.

Reportedly, the usual rumors spread about a person are that they are a pedophile, prostitute, terrorist, racist, anti-government, mentally ill, drug addict, drug dealer, or a threat to “national security.” They are often spread to neighbors, friends, family, employers, etc. A major effort is spent to separate a person from their friends and families.

Apparently these rumor campaigns aid in recruitment. Dr. Rauni Kilde wrote,“Deception is the name of the game, so recruits are told untrue sinister stories of their victims to keep them motivated.” According to CNN, the Stasi used the exact same tactics. They stated, “The agency was authorized to conduct secret smear campaigns against anyone it judged to be a threat…” The Russian KGB too,
with its massive network of informants, would slander their internal targets.

These rumors may be propagated by multiple people (informants) behind a target’s back. Apparently, not letting a targeted person become aware of these rumors is essential to their effectiveness. Victor Santoro noted in his book, Gaslighting: How to Drive Your Enemies Crazy, that “The essence of defaming your target with rumors is it that it not get back to him.”

Some targeted people believe that rumors are being spread that they are pedophiles. The organizers realize that labeling someone a pedophile will be highly damaging and produce optimum leverage for gaining community support. It is probably one of the worst rumors you could launch against someone. The Stasi would destroy the character of their targets by labeling them as pedophiles as well. There have been multiple magazin
e and newspaper reports of pedophiles being harassed by neighbors, and vigilante groups to the point where they are driven out of communities and forced out of work.Some have been driven out of multiple states.


◆2:【Gangstalking As a Stealthy Form of Lethal Bullying - satancanthavemes Blog - Blogster】

The surrounding untargeted public does not normally notice any of the gang stalking activity happening if they are not the target themselves, and to untrained eyes it does appear that nothing very significant is happening.You may have had or are currently experiencing harassment at work or in other places you frequent, and you may identify it as workplace bullying or mobbing, or you might feel that there are a lot of mean people in the world or that you have the worst luck with people. These attacks are often associated with gang stalking.

Gang stalking in and of itself is a wider reaching form of harassment that goes (almost unbelievably)further, following the target from outside of their place of employment or frequenting, to continue (in many cases) 24 hours 7 days a week, in their community, and with their public reputation, finances, and into their own home, their family. M
ail can be interfered with, houses could become compromised with bugging devices, and interception of e-mail and the immediate airwaves.

Gang stalking is a collective hate crime based on lies, slander, sabotage,intimidation, psychological warfare,mental torture, and even electronic harassment - covertly perpetrated by cowardly teams of people - upon innocent, unassuming, and unsuspecting citizens all over the world. Perpetrators network like a creeping vine throughout your country and internationally. One primary goal ofgang stalking which I have been informed of, is usually to force the target to commit suicide, or at least become institutionalized or incarcerated,through constant attacks in order to stimulate emotional reactions to such abnormal activity.

Gang stalkers want to spiritually murder the target. This is after many …>CONTINUED to the NEXT ARTICLE
◆3:Summary -- Gang-Stalking in 11 Min - www.ExposeGangStalking.com

Character Assassination and Gag Orders: Slander is "always" a part of a TI's targeting. It is carried out by schooled Perps, or perpetrators -- who infect "everyone" the TI comes into contact with -- by either whispering lies about the TI -- or by more subtle means. The people who are lied to --are immediately gagged -- and instructed not to advise the TI --of what was said -- or who said it. At that point in time, they become a Gagged Person(GP). Targeted Individuals are thus unable to defend their own character. Following the gagging, the GP is recruited --to participate in the administration of secret vigilante justice and harassment of the TI -- all of which is justified by the Perp's secret slander. (01:52)

2011年06月11日

1&1/2 hours on my PC this morning & NOT able to access to my own blog yet

It's already 1&1/2 hours just sitting on my PC because I at least want to edit own blogs ... but to no avail this morning as well

Trying to send articles to my own mobile address and see if the articles are short enough to post via my mobile posting...


Speak soon...

2&1/2 hours & NOT yet able to access my INTERNET

Dear readers, it was 21:30-ish when I have started my Internet from my PC. Now it is midnight; and I am still waiting for my desired page to come up!

2011年06月07日

Additions & A Request

To Be Added to "11 Arms of The Antichrist" lists later(when I go online from my PC!):
1Hebrews11:24-28 to "EGYPT".

2Psalm60:11-12 to "Number of men/alliance".

3Psalm49:6,7 to "Money(mammon)".

4ibid.vv.10-13 to "Good Intention".


To Christian Readers!:

The last of "the Eleven Arms of The Antichrist" is up.
PLEASE CONTRIBUTE to these lists for expanding & for better-furnishing!
When&If you find verses which is not added in these lists, please let me know.

クリスチャン読者の皆さん、
『反キリストの11本の腕(軍事力)』の全11「巻」の移動が完了しました!
これらのリストからもれている聖句がありましたらお知らせ下さい。

2011年05月27日

2 more "Arms of Antichrist" are up

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Please visit:

4ELEVEN ARMS of The Antichrist[#4:Number of People/Size of the Alliance]

&

5ELEVEN ARMS of The Antichrist[#5:EGYPT]

together with the earlier...

1ELEVEN ARMS of The Antichrist[#1:Lies & Deception]
2ELEVEN ARMS of The Antichrist[#2:Money]
3ELEVEN ARMS of The Antichrist[#3:Conspiracy]

I am planning to upload the rest\x{00a0}below ASAP!!:\x{00a0}
Thank you for visiting my Blog~!!

6、 Witchcraft & Sorcery
7、 Own Work
8、 Sacrifices
9、 Information/Knowledge
10、Traditions/Customs
11、Good Intentions (humanistic attitudes?)?

2011年05月12日

notice 【12,May,2011】

My internet connection has become extremely stagnant recently, stealing and devouring my time too much. It didn't happen upon my own fiddling of the PC or any of its environment(either hard/soft) changes.

I have also been experiencing several "suspicious" disturbances while writing〔e.g.the pointer flickering and jumping about almost to disrupt my activity, the cursor moves from an encrypted bar-such as the password bar- to another un-encrypted bar only to reveal what's typed in it, the work space deliberately zoomed up/down to 115% or 250% et al...〕.

Now I began to experience internet connection disruptions too much and to long. At times it suddenly lifts off and I can use the internet smoothly again, sometimes as crisp as the new PC operation, in the middle of the night, like 01:30(but it's usually the time I am too tired to continue!...too late to start again.!).

Now I am writing from my mobile, but with mobile I have a limited access and a limited functioning(and takes too long time for anything).

Among all these, I want to secure my "time" that has began to be sucked out by the internet recently.

Nevertheless, this doesn't mean that I throw up the internet activity altogether (rather obvious).


I just would like to ask you to be aware of these circumstance, and although my updating is becoming infrequent, as I am choosing my time-saving, causing my update to be less frequent, far less than I want to do, I am still willing to continue uploading!.
Thank You for your patience !